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  “And right now,” Thurston continued, “we have more than enough to arrest and indict. We have the fight, the call, all that. We’ll get DNA soon linking him to the dead man.”

  Loren hesitated. Ed Steinberg did not. “We got enough to arrest.”

  “And with Hunter’s record, we can probably get a no-bail situation. We can put him in the system and keep him there for a little while, right, Ed?”

  “I’d bet on it, yeah,” Steinberg said.

  “Pick him up then,” Joan Thurston said. “Let’s get Hunter’s ass back behind bars pronto.”

  Chapter 35

  MATT AND OLIVIA were alone in Marsha’s guest room.

  Nine years ago Matt had spent his first night as a free man in this room. Bernie had brought him home. Marsha had been outwardly polite, but looking back on it, there must have been some serious reservations. You move into a house like this to escape people like Matt. Even if you know he’s innocent, even if you think he’s a good guy and got a bad break, you don’t want your life enmeshed with his. He is a virus, a carrier of something malevolent. You have children. You want to protect them. You want to believe, as Lance Banner did, that the manicured lawns can keep this element out.

  He thought about his old college buddy Duff. At one time Matt had believed that Duff was tough. Now he knew better. Now he could kick Duff’s ass around the corner without breaking a sweat. He wasn’t being boastful. He didn’t think that with any pride. It was just a fact of life. His buddies who thought they were tough—the Duffs of the world—man, they had no idea.

  But tough as Matt had become, he’d spent his first night of freedom in this room crying. He couldn’t exactly say why. He had never cried in prison. Some would say that he simply feared showing weakness in such a horrible place. That was part of it, maybe. Maybe it was just a “saving up” outlet, that now he was crying for four years of anguish.

  But Matt didn’t think so.

  The real reason, he suspected, had more to do with fear and disbelief. He could not accept that he was really free, that prison was really behind him. It felt like a cruel hoax, that this warm bed was an illusion, that soon they’d drag him back and lock him away forever.

  He’d read how interrogators and hostage-takers try to break spirits by holding mock executions. That would work, Matt thought, but what would undoubtedly be more effective, what would unquestionably make a man crack, would be the opposite—pretending you were going to set him free. You get the guy dressed, you tell him that his release has been all arranged, you say good-bye and blindfold him and drive him around and then, when they stop and take him inside and pull off his blindfold, he finds that he is back where he started, that it was all a sick joke.

  That was how it felt.

  Matt sat now on the same queen-size mattress. Olivia stood with her back to him. Her head was lowered. Her shoulders were still high, still proud. He loved her shoulders, the sinew of her back, the knot of gentle muscles and supple skin.

  Part of him, maybe most of him, wanted to say, “Let’s just forget it. I don’t need to know. You just said that you love me. You just told me that I am the only man you ever loved. That’s enough.”

  When they arrived Kyra had come out and met them in the front yard. She had been concerned. Matt remembered when she first moved in over the garage. He’d noted that she was “just like the Fonz.” Kyra had no idea what he’d been talking about. Funny what you think about when you’re terrified. Marsha looked concerned too, especially when she saw Matt’s bandages and noticed his tentative step. But Marsha knew him well enough to know that now was not the time for questions.

  Olivia broke the silence. “Can I ask you something?”

  “Sure.”

  “You said something on the phone about receiving pictures.”

  “Yes.”

  “May I see them, please?”

  He took out his cell phone and held it up. Olivia turned and took it from him without touching his skin. He watched her face now. She concentrated in that way he knew so well. Her head tilted a little to the side, the same as it always did when something confused her.

  “I don’t understand this,” she said.

  “Is that you?” he asked. “With the wig?”

  “Yes. But it wasn’t like that.”

  “Like what?”

  Her eyes stayed on the camera. She hit the replay button, watched the scene again, shook her head. “Whatever you want to think of me, I never cheated on you. And the man I met with. He was wearing a wig too. So he could look like the guy in the first picture, I guess.”

  “I figured that.”

  “How?”

  Matt showed her the window, the gray skies, the ring on the finger. He explained about the drought and about blowing up the pictures in Cingle’s office.

  Olivia sat next to him on the bed. She looked so damn beautiful. “So you knew.”

  “Knew what?”

  “Deep in your heart, despite what you saw here, you knew that I’d never cheat on you.”

  He wanted to reach out and take her in his arms. He could see her chest hitching a little, trying to hold it together.

  Matt said, “I just need to ask you two questions before you begin, okay?”

  She nodded.

  “Are you pregnant?” he asked.

  “Yes,” she said. “And before you ask the second question—yes, it’s yours.”

  “Then I don’t care about the rest. If you don’t want to tell me, you don’t have to. It doesn’t matter. We can just run off, I don’t care.”

  She shook her head. “I don’t think I can run again, Matt.” She sounded so worn. “And you can’t just do that either. What about Paul and Ethan? What about Marsha?”

  She was right, of course. He didn’t know how to put it. He shrugged and said, “I just don’t want things to change.”

  “Neither do I. And if I could come up with a way around this, I would. I’m scared, Matt. I’ve never been so scared in my life.”

  She turned to him. She reached out and cupped the back of his head. She leaned forward and kissed him. She kissed him hard. He knew that kiss. It was the prelude. Despite what was happening, his body reacted, began to sing. The kiss grew hungrier. She moved closer, pressed against him. His eyes rolled back.

  They turned a little, and Matt’s ribs suddenly screamed. Pain shot down his side. He stiffened. His low cry chased the moment away. Olivia released him, pulled away. She lowered her eyes.

  “Everything I’ve ever told you about me,” she said, “was a lie.”

  He did not react. He was not sure what he had expected her to say—not this—but he just sat and waited.

  “I didn’t grow up in Northways, Virginia. I didn’t go to UVA—I didn’t even go to high school. My father wasn’t the town doctor—I don’t know who my father was. I never had a nanny named Cassie or any of that. I made it all up.”

  Outside the window a car turned onto the street, the headlights dancing against the wall as it passed. Matt just sat there, still as a stone.

  “My real mother was a strung-out junkie who gave me to Child Services when I was three. She died from an OD two years later. I bounced around from foster home to foster home. You don’t want to know what they were like. I did that until I ran away when I was sixteen. I ended up near Las Vegas.”

  “When you were sixteen?”

  “Yes.”

  Olivia’s voice had taken on a strange monotone now. Her eyes were clear, but she stared straight ahead, two yards past him. She seemed to be waiting for a reaction. Matt was still fumbling, trying to take this all in.

  “So those stories about Dr. Joshua Murray . . . ?”

  “You mean the young girl with the dead mother and the kindly father and the horses?” She almost smiled. “Come on, Matt. I got that from a book I read when I was eight.”

  He opened his mouth but nothing came out. He tried again. “Why?”

  “Why did I lie?”

  “Yes.”

/>   “I didn’t really lie so much as . . .” She stopped, looked up . . . “so much as died. I know that sounds melodramatic. But becoming Olivia Murray was more than just a fresh start. It was like I was never that other person. The foster child was dead. Olivia Murray of Northways, Virginia, took her place.”

  “So everything . . .” He put his hands up. “It was all a lie?”

  “Not us,” she said. “Not how I feel about you. Not how I act around you. Nothing about us was ever a lie. Not one kiss. Not one embrace. Not one emotion. You didn’t love a lie. You loved me.”

  Loved, she had said. You loved me. The past tense.

  “So when we met in Las Vegas, you weren’t in college?”

  “No,” she said.

  “And that night? At the club?”

  Her eyes met his. “I was supposed to be working.”

  “I don’t understand.”

  “Yeah, Matt. Yeah, you do.”

  He remembered the Web site. The stripper site.

  “You danced?”

  “Danced? Well, yes, the politically correct term is exotic dancer. All the girls use that term. But I was a stripper. And sometimes, when they made me. . . .” Olivia shook her head. Her eyes started to water. “We’ll never get past this.”

  “And that night,” Matt said, a surge of anger coursing through him, “what, I looked like I had money?”

  “That’s not funny.”

  “I’m not trying to be funny.”

  Her voice had steel in it now. “You have no idea what that night meant to me. It changed my life. You never got it, Matt.”

  “Never got what?”

  “Your world,” she said. “It’s worth fighting for.”

  He wasn’t sure what she meant—or if he wanted to know what she meant. “You said you were in foster homes.”

  “Yes.”

  “And that you ran away?”

  “My last foster home encouraged this line of work. You can’t imagine how badly you want to get out. So they told us where to go. My last foster mother’s sister—she ran the club. She got us fake IDs.”

  He shook his head. “I still don’t see why you didn’t tell me the truth.”

  “When, Matt?”

  “When what?”

  “When should I have told you? That first night in Las Vegas? How about when I came to your office? Second date? Engagement? When should I have told you?”

  “I don’t know.”

  “It wasn’t that easy.”

  “It wasn’t easy for me to tell you about my time in prison either.”

  “My situation involves more than me,” she said. “I made a pact.”

  “What kind of pact?”

  “You have to understand. I might have been able to risk it, if it was just me. But I couldn’t risk it for her.”

  “Who?”

  Olivia looked away and didn’t say anything for a long time. She took a piece of paper out of her back pocket, unfolded it slowly, and handed it to him. Then she turned her face away from him again.

  Matt took the piece of paper and turned it over. It was an article printed out from the Nevada Sun News Web site. He read it. It didn’t take long.

  Woman Slain

  Las Vegas, NV—Candace Potter, age 21, was found slain in a trailer park off Route 15. The cause of death was strangulation. Police would not comment about the possibility of sexual assault. Ms. Potter worked as a dancer at the Young Thangs, a nightclub on the outskirts of the city, using the stage name Candi Cane. Authorities said the investigation was ongoing and that they were following up some promising leads.

  Matt looked up. “I still don’t get it.” Her face was still turned away from him. “You promised this Candace person?”

  She chuckled without humor. “No.”

  “Then who?”

  “What I said before. About not really lying to you. About it being more like I died.”

  Olivia turned toward him.

  “That’s me,” she said. “I used to be Candace Potter.”

  Chapter 36

  WHEN LOREN GOT BACK to the county prosecutor’s office, Roger Cudahy, one of the techno guys who’d gone to Cingle’s office, was sitting with his feet up on her desk, his hands folded behind his head.

  “Comfy?” Loren said.

  His smile was wide. “Oh yeah.”

  “Don’t we look like the proverbial cat who ate the proverbial canary.”

  The smile stayed. “Not sure that proverbial applies, but again: Oh yeah.”

  “What is it?”

  With his hands still behind his head, Cudahy motioned toward the laptop. “Take a look.”

  “On the laptop?”

  “Oh yeah.”

  She moved the mouse. The darkened screen came to life. And there, filling up the entire screen, was a snapshot of Charles Talley. He was holding his hand up. His hair was blue-black. He had a cocky grin on his face.

  “You got this off Cingle Shaker’s computer?”

  “Oh yeah. It came from a camera phone.”

  “Nice work.”

  “Hold up.”

  “What?”

  Cudahy continued to grin. “As Bachman Turner Overdrive used to sing, you ain’t seen nothing yet.”

  “What?” Loren said.

  “Hit the arrow key. The right one.”

  Loren did it. The shaky video started up. A woman in a platinum-blonde wig came out of the bathroom. She moved toward the bed. When the video was finished, Cudahy said, “Comments?”

  “Just one.”

  Cudahy put out his palm. “Lay it on me.”

  Loren slapped him five. “Oh yeah.”

  Chapter 37

  “IT WAS ABOUT a year after I met you,” Olivia said.

  She stood across the room. The color was back in her face. Her spine was straighter. It was as though she was gaining strength, telling him all this. For his part, Matt tried not to process yet. He just wanted to absorb.

  “I was eighteen years old, but I’d already been in Vegas for two years. A lot of us girls lived in old trailers. The manager of the club, an evil man named Clyde Rangor, had a couple of acres a mile down the road. It was just desert. He put up a chain-link fence, dragged in three or four of the most beaten-down trailers you’d ever seen. And that’s where we lived. The girls, they came and went, but at this time I was sharing the trailer with two people. One was new, a girl named Cassandra Meadows. She was maybe sixteen, seventeen years old. The other was named Kimmy Dale. Kimmy was away that day. See, Clyde used to send us out on road trips. We’d strip in some small town, do three shows a day. Easy money for him. Good tips for us, though Clyde kept most of that too.”

  Matt needed to get his bearings, but there was just no way. “When you started there, you were how old?” he asked.

  “Sixteen.”

  He tried not to close his eyes. “I don’t understand how that worked.”

  “Clyde was connected. I don’t really know how, but they’d find hard-up girls from foster homes in Idaho.”

  “That’s where you’re from?”

  She nodded. “They had contacts in other states too. Oklahoma. Cassandra was from Kansas, I think. The girls would basically be funneled to Clyde’s place. He’d give them fake IDs and put them to work. It wasn’t difficult. We both know that nobody really cares about the poor, but little children are, at least, sympathetic. We were just sullen teenagers. We had nobody.”

  Matt said, “Okay, go on.”

  “Clyde had this girlfriend named Emma Lemay. Emma was sort of a mother figure to all the girls. I know how that sounds, but when you consider what we’d had in the past, she almost made you believe it. Clyde used to beat the hell out of her. He’d just walk by, you’d see Emma flinch. I didn’t realize it then, but that victimization . . . it made us relate, I guess. Kimmy and I liked her. We all talked about one day getting out—that’s all we ever talked about. I told her and Kimmy about meeting you. About what that night meant to me. They listened. We all knew it
would never happen, but they listened anyway.”

  There was a sound from outside of the room. A tiny cry. Olivia turned toward it.

  “That’s just Ethan,” Matt said.

  “Does he do that a lot?”

  “Yes.”

  They waited. The house fell silent again.

  “One day I was feeling sick,” Olivia said. Her voice had again moved into a distant monotone. “It’s not like they give you nights off, but I was so nauseous I could barely stand, and, well, girls throwing up on stage didn’t do much for business. Since Clyde and Emma weren’t around, I checked with the guy at the door. He said I could leave. So I walked back to the Pen—that’s what we called the trailer area. It was around three in the afternoon. The sun was still strong. I could almost feel my skin being baked.”

  Olivia smiled wistfully then. “You know what’s odd? Well, I mean, the whole thing is odd, but you know what just struck me?”

  “What?”

  “The degrees. Not the temperature degrees. But the degrees that change everything. The little ifs that become the big ones. You know about those better than anyone. If you had just driven straight back to Bowdoin. If Duff hadn’t spilled the beer. You know.”

  “I do.”

  “It’s the same thing here. If I hadn’t been sick. If I had just danced like I did every night. Except in my case, well, I guess different people would say different things. But I’d say my ifs saved my life.”

  She was standing by the door. She eyed the knob as if she wanted to flee.

  Matt said, “What happened when you got back to the Pen?”

  “The place was empty,” Olivia said. “Most of the girls were already at the club or in town. We usually finished around three in the morning and slept to noon. The Pen was so depressing, we got the hell out of there as soon as we could. So when I came back, it was silent. I opened the door to my trailer and the first thing I saw was blood on the floor.”

  He watched closely now. Olivia’s breathing had deepened, but her face was smooth, untroubled.

  “I called out. That was stupid, I guess. I probably should have just started screaming and ran, I don’t know. Another if, right? Then I looked around. The trailers had two rooms, but they’re set up backwards, so you first walk into the bedroom where the three of us slept. I had the lower bunk. Kimmy’s was on the top. Cassandra, the new girl, her bed was against the far wall. Kimmy was neat as a pin. She was always getting on us about not cleaning up. Our lives were dumps, she’d say, but that didn’t mean we had to live in one.